Hello everyone,
If been pretty much sick since tuesday, got some damn flu (I really thought of going to the hospital) and was stuck at home. When the doctor said "You'll have to stay at home to not infect anybody" the first thing I thought was fuck. I won't be able to go to the 2-weeks skiing trip with my class that I was so hyper about So I stayed at home, hoping for my flu to get better, but it just got worse and I prepared myself for being stuck at home alone for 2 weeks without my friends, especially my best friend, and all of them having fun together......
But then my best friend called me and told me how boring it was without me, etc. and how the whole class didn't seem to be all happy and hyper about the class trip, of course I asked why, it was unusual, because our class is really really hyper ALL the time(lol). So she told me how she got in a fight with the girls in our class, because she heard them gossiping about our fashion style(pretty much inspired by asian actresses LOL ) and why we always hang out with the guys in our class(there the girls go again all jealous about us hanging out with the popular guys of school doh...). Well, why...*being sarcastic* if the girls act like bitches no wonder we hang out just with guys !! I mean, most of the guys are really better friends than girls(of course there are exceptions like my best friend and a few others XD) Duh. Been sick for a few days and missing such stupid stuff.
Oh well, usually I don't care about gossiping about me behind my back. The more gossips, the more famous I get I think. And the stuff they say doesn't bother me at all. But.... now I didn't go to school the past days and they began telling bad stuff about my best friend and bullied her. That's one of the reasons she refused to go on the class trip, the other is, because of me. She said to stay to take care of me while I'm sick even if I told her to call her every evening when she feels alone. Awww that is so sweet from her, I almost cried happy tears(now shut up anita no one wants to hear that).
Definitely, I will miss the guys. It's about midnight now here. The trip started about an hour ago :/ But when they're all back, the guys and me will kick the girls butts for making my friend feeling hurt. Yah it's better not to play with me. Sorry I write this all on the internet but I had to write down my feelings somewhere. I just had to.
So....I should see it all positive. My best friend and me alone in the city without all the kids in our grade. As soon as I'm totally healed, we will go and have fun together (: Oh and it's carnival procession and valentines day here on the same day this year. I plan to go with my bf to catch some candys haha. But I don't think I will get a costume in that short time, so I'll go with my cat-hoodie mwahaha. >: D
oh crap, it's already like 1AM here. XD I've been writing too much.......
please ignore this. It's made of too much emotions and free time. oh yeah I will have plenty of time now because of no school. Anyone lives near Frankfurt to meet up with a bored hyper kid ? XD haha I doubt so xDDD lol
whoaaa, longest journal ever.
But now, whats happening in your life ?
Take care
If been pretty much sick since tuesday, got some damn flu (I really thought of going to the hospital) and was stuck at home. When the doctor said "You'll have to stay at home to not infect anybody" the first thing I thought was fuck. I won't be able to go to the 2-weeks skiing trip with my class that I was so hyper about So I stayed at home, hoping for my flu to get better, but it just got worse and I prepared myself for being stuck at home alone for 2 weeks without my friends, especially my best friend, and all of them having fun together......
But then my best friend called me and told me how boring it was without me, etc. and how the whole class didn't seem to be all happy and hyper about the class trip, of course I asked why, it was unusual, because our class is really really hyper ALL the time(lol). So she told me how she got in a fight with the girls in our class, because she heard them gossiping about our fashion style(pretty much inspired by asian actresses LOL ) and why we always hang out with the guys in our class(there the girls go again all jealous about us hanging out with the popular guys of school doh...). Well, why...*being sarcastic* if the girls act like bitches no wonder we hang out just with guys !! I mean, most of the guys are really better friends than girls(of course there are exceptions like my best friend and a few others XD) Duh. Been sick for a few days and missing such stupid stuff.
Oh well, usually I don't care about gossiping about me behind my back. The more gossips, the more famous I get I think. And the stuff they say doesn't bother me at all. But.... now I didn't go to school the past days and they began telling bad stuff about my best friend and bullied her. That's one of the reasons she refused to go on the class trip, the other is, because of me. She said to stay to take care of me while I'm sick even if I told her to call her every evening when she feels alone. Awww that is so sweet from her, I almost cried happy tears(now shut up anita no one wants to hear that).
Definitely, I will miss the guys. It's about midnight now here. The trip started about an hour ago :/ But when they're all back, the guys and me will kick the girls butts for making my friend feeling hurt. Yah it's better not to play with me. Sorry I write this all on the internet but I had to write down my feelings somewhere. I just had to.
So....I should see it all positive. My best friend and me alone in the city without all the kids in our grade. As soon as I'm totally healed, we will go and have fun together (: Oh and it's carnival procession and valentines day here on the same day this year. I plan to go with my bf to catch some candys haha. But I don't think I will get a costume in that short time, so I'll go with my cat-hoodie mwahaha. >: D
oh crap, it's already like 1AM here. XD I've been writing too much.......
please ignore this. It's made of too much emotions and free time. oh yeah I will have plenty of time now because of no school. Anyone lives near Frankfurt to meet up with a bored hyper kid ? XD haha I doubt so xDDD lol
whoaaa, longest journal ever.
But now, whats happening in your life ?
Take care